On January 1, 2007, I had a dream about a 16 year old girl named Sarah Conrad. She lived in a small town in Montana in the year 1910. She went through various trials and used wisdom and Christian values to succeed.
In April of 2008, I perfected this dream through my website. I made all of my stories free and filled them chalk full of good stuff. The result of my efforts has been a deafening silence.
I am under the delusion that the majority of mass media has horrendous messages aimed at teenagers. With this in mind, I’ve tried to contact churches and let them know about my material. From June to July, I called 130 churches. I spoke to numerous ministers and youth ministers. The result…. deafening silence.
I went to the Spiritual Growth Workshop. I wore a t-shirt that said “Jason Gold Trap .com” and I passed out 150 business cards. The result… deafening silence.
The only logical summization I can make from this experience is that I am trapped aboard a Klingon Bird of Prey and I am being held inside of a holodeck. In the real world, the mass media is full of positive message aimed at teens.
“Gossip Girls”? Apparently this show has never been watched by anyone. Sure, why not? Bad media is an illusion like that whole fake hurricane Ike which alegedly hit Texas.
Frustrated beyond belief, any other human would have given up long, long ago, but I, the insuferable Christian masochists, sails on. I believe the work I am doing is not held within the bounds of perceivable reality nor fettered to my fragile, falible ego.
My most recent effort to get attention is a video aimed at Richland Hills Church of Christ in Dallas, Texas. Check out the video on YouTube. Only a few folks have seen and I’ve heard nothing from the two men specifically mentioned. They probably think I’m a stalker. It’s a lot of fun to believe the worst in people. The truth is, however, I’m more like a prophet. I have a story to tell and I refuse to let it be silenced by the forces of evil manifesting themselves through rejection. Oh, no, not I- I will survive. I write on and on and on. Let God be praised. -Jason Goldtrap www.JasonGoldtrap.com
